Lately I’ve been catching myself daydreaming.. lol it sounds a little too cliche and dorky, but its the truth. I’m going to tell a little story of how I met someone so wonderful..I just don’t have the guts to fully express myself to him. I’m scared of getting nervous in front of him and me stumbling all over my words lol.. So about a month or so ago,  I started talking to this guy and it was kind of funny cause we actually knew each other somehow. It was always easy to talk to him, or just have random conversations. From the start we already had nicknames for each other, weird because our nicknames are from the cars we own. haha. well anyways we’ve been hanging out every other week and he’s been so good to me, taking care of me getting me food or whatever. I like this guy a lot. I wasn’t looking for any commitment or anything, but now I feel as if I’m ready to settle down. This man isn’t just any other guy in my life. He’s genuine, down to earth, chill, and a guy with a big heart. I wasn’t looking to fall for him, but I think I am. He’s beginning to grow on me and each day is a learning experience for us. I talk to him every other day and I try to see him as much as I can. I don’t know what else to say he makes me happy and I know that if I ever told him how I felt deep down I’d probably start tearing up because I’ve never had this kind of relationship with someone I’ve felt so comfortable with. This kind of relationship is hard to find &I’m falling deeper each time I see him.